My life is a constant tension between
a. Wanting to be All The Prepared, meet All The #Deadlines, make Everyone Happy, Time All The Management
b. Wanting to # live my life, not #grind it away; to #create, #explore, #love my loved ones; to minimize the % of my life involving #email; to not beat my head against things I don't enjoy
Thus, my life looks like a rolling disaster, sometimes, to some kinds of people.